I only have so much emotional energy for this tonight. Suffice it so say that he pretended to love me for a year and a half. He did not truly love me ever. He had a another girlfriend of four and a half years. She was his girlfriend also (without me knowing until the last month) He told me many times that he did not love me. He preyed on me knowing that I was in a vulnerable place in life. He told me last night that I will never mean as much to him as his job. He let his “ex” or “other” girlfriend bully me and make fun of my looks. This is all I’m up for tonight but more to come. I just lost my grandmother and found out that my dog is sick. I am in nursing school. I was not up for this. I did not really want to expose him for this but then kind of needed to. My heart is shattered. I’m crying. I don’t know what I did to deserve this. I wish I had never met this man. I will say more later but that is it for now. *** forgive me if I’m being a bad person by exposing him. He shattered my heart. After all of this, he did not care one bit about me. He even told me that he loved me and wanted to marry me after I caught him cheating with “DEANNA”, his “ex” (not his ex), a teacher. But last night he said he loves his job more than me and that is more important than me. This was weeks after I caught him with Deanna; he said he would spend the rest of our lives making it up to me and proving how much he loved me. It was a lie. He proved how much he did not love me. He loved his job at LIMCO more than me. His ex, deanna, bullied me and he let her. I was with him about a year and a half. He cheated (that I know of ) for a year and five months. He then said he didn’t love me as much as he loved his job. He abandoned me after cheating and begging me to stay after the cheating. I’m a stupid fool. He also lied to me the Saturday after Christmas when he was begging me back. The truth only came out when he let me talk to his other girlfriend (His “ex” , Deanna” . If you come across this man, I would be quite careful before trusting him. I was picking up the pieces of a shattered and difficult life. My heart broke. It shattered. He betrayed me. It meant nothing to him. I don’t know if I will ever love again and he is unscathed.